Good-bye, Grandma

She's gone. I'm truly glad because for me to want her to stay here any longer would have been selfish. She hasn't been herself for awhile now. But she was my favorite. Not just my favorite Grandma. My favorite everything. There was no one else like her. I will miss her so much. I'm much sadder than I expected to be. Yesterday I felt OK. This morning I felt even better than that. Twenty minutes ago when I talked to my Mom and found that Grandma was finally in heaven, I started to cry and I haven't stopped. Not a cry of despair. I'm not in despair. I'm just sad. It will be quite awhile before I see her again. But I'm looking forward to when I do.